User blog comment:SibunaSeason34/February Vent Blog/@comment-4816103-20150210223829

I hate feeling like I'm not doing enough.

I hate when I feel like I underestimate my importance. I mean, lol, IK most of you guys care about me just as I care about you, but then again, online, you know? As real as friendships and relationships can get I can't just delude myself into thinking I'm that important, that I can just help a friend deal with all the real world shit because as much as I want to be I'm not really in their real world, I'm in their online one, which is fantastic but might not be enough to make an actual impact.

I hate that I don't, I genuinely don't, know what to say when someone needs me the most. I'm scared off coming off as insensitive or something so I think too much and then I take too long to say something...

I hate that a bunch of you will probably be like "No, no, you do help!" because I wish I could do more. I wish I could change things for people, which is far too ambitious of me and also too arrogant because it's impossible to stop people from feeling upset or something when the factors are far, far out of my control and all I can really do is sit here on a computer and say positive things.