User blog:Liv2night/Leaving xx

Hi everyone!!

You all know me right? I'm Liv, 14 and so so on.

But today I want to tell you guys something very important.

If anyone ever thought my life was perfect, you're so far away from the truth. I have been depressed ever since I was 12. During the years I've also suffered from self harm suicidal thoughts and anorexia.

But after 2 long years I got help. I told someone. And now I'm on a way to recovery. I'm going into treatment on Novemember the 1st. They say I'll be there for a month but I think they're just trying to make me feel better and deep down I know I'll be there for 6.

As you might have guessed I won't be going on wikia or any website. My friend might be taking over my twitter so I don't lose my followers but I'm not sure.

If you're suffering from any mental disorder, are suicidal or are being abused/bullied PLEASE tell SOMEONE you know. There is always someone that can help you. Tell someone you trust, maybe call a Suicide hotline. There ARE people that will listen.

Don't give up.

Don't give up because there is so much to see in life and you are worth so much more. Don't give up, for me. I need you here and I love you.

It may seem like you don't need the help, or maybe don't WANT the help but trust me you will feel so much better when you do get all the secrets off your chest.

If you know someone who is any of the above, be there for them. That's all they need. A shoulder to cry on, a hug and someone who will listen and not judge. Though it's not easy to know who is suffering from any mental illness. Actually, I'm pretty sure most of you had no idea I was so unhappy.

It's nothing bad.

But if you even FEEL like they COULD be going through a rough time, talk to them. You never know you could be saving a life.

And please, if I may ask for this, PLEASE don't forget me. I will be back even if it's months away from now. I want to come back here happy and recovered and have fun with all you guys because you are all simply amazing.

And I'm extremely sorry I told some of you I'm leaving only for a week. I didn't want to worry you. But right now as I'm going to write my last full stop and click the publish button I'm leaving. But it's good right?

I'm sorry if it seems like I'm making a fuss of this but trust me, it's not for attention. I wouldn't be here to get the attention anyways would I?

I made this blog for AWEARNESS. Please be aware that these things happen all around us. Please remember you are NEVER alone.

Please remember for ME you're perfect. And whoever you are, wherever you are I love you.

I am on chat for another couple of minutes just to say goodbye to you all. Please try and stay strong x

And a huge shout out to Alba,Walking Bunny and Ell who have been so so supportive. I love you guys x

        Any way, I will be here for you  No one can stop me