User blog comment:SibunaSeason34/December Vent Blog/@comment-18063949-20141211211921

Sometimes I feel this side to me that's terrible and I don't want that to be who I am. I'm kinda scared. :/

I dislike how it's been one year, one whole year, that I've been this way and I'm trying so hard to fix it but nothings working. I don't know anymore.

I dislike that my mum just invites people over and when I tell her I'm not up to entertaining them she gets mad. :/

I dislike that today someone told me the worst thing that has been said to me yet, and what hurts even more is that I trusted him and I love him.

I don't even know what family is.