Thread:TearsOfGold451/@comment-10090130-20130720202122

Hey Bailey/HT/Babe, I'm saying this to you because I love you. I'll miss you. If you read this, know that I'm really close to you and you mean something to me. I don't want attention from this but I'm sure you know about my break and how I come back in October (well if you were at Liv's party). Well, the thing is, I kind of want to forget about the wiki since it helps to stay away. The thing is, I'll be gone for 2 months and 10 days. I unfortunately won't becoming on for birthday's or anything, so the wedding will obviously be my last occasion. The only contact will really just be twitter and email. Which I will give to you if you are ok and only on a chat (or if it's twitter and you follow me dm). I might not come back in October, for my own good, not because of drama or anything, but just for my life. I mean, I will come on if there's anything big going on and in October I will really decide. Now I don't want to start drama and for you all to leave. I'll always be there for you Ceri, Alba. You might have noticed I'm speaking in a tense and that's because I'm sending this to everyone close to me, BUT at the end of this I'll write something personal. Nothing is decided but on October 1st, if i don't show up or message you than that probably means we won't be coming back.

Really. I love you. I miss you already and I'll be on an hour before the wedding, i won't be saying goodbye though, this really is my goodbye. Bye xx -Ellie.

'''PS: I'll leave the contact thing on my profile and anyone else, who's not the person I sent this to, please don't reply on this message and don't spread the word. The last thing i want is drama and users being upset. Though there's a 25% chance I'm staying.'''

--INSERT PESONAL MESSAGE-- 

Oh babe, what will without you? I don't know. Well right now, I'm going to hold your hand, 'proudly so'. *holds hand* Who am i meant to get hi-happy with? Well there's twitter but it's never going to be the same. We became so "close". It's a massive maybe but it's most likely to happen. I LOVE YOU BAILEY!! I WILL FOREVER!! I MISS YOU ALREADY AND WE'LL STAY IN TOUCH!! my username is the same on twitter so follow me! Then we can direct message! xx i love you! xx

~Ellie! xx  