User blog comment:SibunaSeason34/~November Vent Blog~/@comment-25576856-20141112013809/@comment-4816103-20141112015651

...Oh wow.

I...I know exactly how you feel, with the friend thing? I always feel that way! The only time I don't is...with this online community. But even then I can't help but have doubts, not the fault of anyone here because everyone here is genuinely good...just because it's how it's always been. This year and last year are the first years in a very long time that I've ever felt...genuinely part of my friend group, and even then I barely get invited anywhere, or go to anyone's house...It sucks, right? It just really, really sucks. I mean, my friends have proven that they think of me as a very good friend, but...I can't even really explain it. I just feel slightly on the outs of the group even if I'm not.

I'm sorry about the second one. That really sucks :( but it's nice that you can at least open up to us here. It's...a safe place here, believe me. Don't feel embarrassed if there are things you need to say. I know that opening up to new people about deep emotional things is difficult, but we're here. [hug]