User blog:MessWithMeYouMessWithSibuna/My Poems

I'm not a very big poem writer. In fact, I suck at it. But if I have an idea, and I can't seem to make it into a story, I'll make it a poem. I will list some poems I have made. Tell me if they're good or not. I do not want feedback on them. They're very special to me. ===Drama === ''You're falling. Falling down a black hole. A dark, lonely, forever lost hole. Falling. Falling into a web. A spiteful, nasty, web forever full of lies. Secrets weren't kept. Lies were spread. Crying was heard. Cutting left scars. Suicide left broken hearts. You're slowly falling apart You're quickly falling into the black hole. You're quickly falling into the web. You're never going to escape that hole. That web has you tangled in it's lies. The hole has killed you. The spider The one who started it all Has come for it's prey Which was you Tangled in the lies. The Web The Hole The Drama.''

Cutting
''Drag the blade across your skin Until you start to bleed again. Cut yourself as deep as you can go Let the razor kill you nice and slow. This suffering has no end You're feeling suicidal again. Raise your hands and throw your grenades You're going on a mad rampage. Don't stop cutting keep the blade still. Don't think about it just pop another pill.''

Another Teen Dies
Sometimes I wish I was a cloud and I could live in the sky.

And then my life wouldn't be just a big lie.

When people think/say I'm beautiful I ask them why.

''Sometimes I can't bare my own ugliness and I could just die. Sometimes I ask myself why me?''

''Why am I here? ''

''Why can't I just be happy? There's not a day that goes by when tears aren't in my eyes.''

''Calling out to God wondering if he can hear my cries. The more I wipe away my tears is the more I cry.''

''Trying to put a smile on my face like everything is great like cherry pies. And one night I feel asleep waking up to see a girl like me in the paper's headline "Another teen dies" because her life was full of lies, her heart was tied.''

A life that depression and sadness bought

Now she's in the sky up high.

She was hurting, couldn't anybody see!?

Loneliness
''See the girl Standing in the corner? No words, always quiet. A loner. No one to see. No one to care. As she stands On the edge of despair. Her body screams no. Her heart pleads yes. What will she do? No one knows yet. Won't someone save her? I'd be easy if they tried. The little things she needs Like a shoulder on which to cry An apology to her parents And a plea to die. Into divers position She's made up her mind. No one will see her. No one will care. Even If they did All they would see is A shell of a girl that is no longer there.''

Why
When I am with you

All I think of

Is ‘Why?’

Why did I have to care?

'''Why did I want you there? '''

'''Did I really have to stay for you? '''

Or did I just stay to think it was true?

I wanted to think otherwise

But all I could think of

Is ‘Why?’

Broken Promise
I was sure of this to last long.

I was wrong, I ended up wrong.

I feel worst because I lied and ended up breaking my "promise".

If i can call it a promise.

I don't know how to explain my feelings towards this pain.

It's in my heart, crying won't stop the pain.

I want to throw my heart against the wall and stomp on it

But that won't happen.

I feel like I'm repeating the same old story.

Why?

The Masquerade
I don't determine the action

Of the Masquerade

Hidden beneath the mask he hides

The power he withholds from me 

And then of what he brings out

The pain behind the mask

Made for me

Made for me.

And of all he hides

There is where the Masquerade is revealed

''His true self. Only once what seems of a lifetime''

Then he puts back on his mask

And the Masquerade 

Goes on

And, on, and on...

Everyone knows him

The closest though know him revealed.

He revealed himself to me

Only once, only once

Running, I vanish down the path

A layer of leaves cover the 

Earthen soil

I am a flash of light

The pound of my feet just reaching the frozen ground

The Masquerade without no mask

Revealed himself to me

As he smiled and ran along my side.

Him,

Handsome with eyes so brown 

With courage and stupidity

Intertwined in a web.

Curls weave around his head

His speed and grace

Caught me before I was about to fall.

Me,

No one had ever fallen in love with the Masquerade.

Only me, only me.

''I, had fallen in love with the Masquerade. ''

And now,

With hunched back and teary eyes

I watch him and her

Him and her.

And I see it.

Love

His lips against her neck and 

I must be the only one

Seeing it

Him revealed to her like he had done

What seems so long ago,

To me.

Closed eyes and so close

Side by side we ran

The Masquerade and I

The kiss we shared our feet pounding the ground

The feeling of happiness and pureness

Filling the air

And he must have sensed it

My love, my love.

Our arms just barely touching

The breeze against my own neck

The tickle of his lips

So soft

 

Just a dream

Eyes open I watch

As the Masquerade hides away

His self obscured over

The mask he hides

I fell

And was never caught

Just a freefall to nothingness

Until I emptied myself

And still he never caught me.