Thread:Alba99/@comment-10090130-20130720204333

Hey Albalala,

I'm saying this to you because I love you. I'll miss you. If you read this, know that I'm really close to you and you mean something to me. I don't want attention from this but I'm sure you know about my break and how I come back in October (well if you were at Liv's party). Well, the thing is, I kind of want to forget about the wiki since it helps to stay away. The thing is, I'll be gone for 2 months and 10 days. I unfortunately won't becoming on for birthday's or anything, so the wedding will obviously be my last occasion. The only contact will really just be twitter and email. Which I will give to you if you are ok and only on a chat (or if it's twitter and you follow me dm). I might not come back in October, for my own good, not because of drama or anything, but just for my life. I mean, I will come on if there's anything big going on and in October I will really decide. Now I don't want to start drama and for you all to leave. I'll always be there for you Ceri, Alba. You might have noticed I'm speaking in a tense and that's because I'm sending this to everyone close to me, BUT at the end of this I'll write something personal. Nothing is decided but on October 1st, if i don't show up or message you than that probably means we won't be coming back.

Really. I love you. I miss you already and I'll be on an hour before the wedding, i won't be saying goodbye though, this really is my goodbye.

Bye xx

-Ellie.

'''PS: I'll leave the contact thing on my profile and anyone else, who's not the person I sent this to, please don't reply on this message and don't spread the word. The last thing i want is drama and users being upset. Though there's a 25% chance I'm staying. '''



 --INSERT PERSONAL MESSAGE-- 

First, I'll hate you if you leave because of me. Alba, just because I'm no longer on the wiki doesn't be I won't be there for you or we won't speak. It's a massive maybe, it's most likely though. I love you and thanks for always being there for me, this was probably one of my hardest goodbye's, you're one of my best friends. I love you and miss you x

~Ellie  