Thread:IWNC/@comment-10090130-20130720212629

Hey Isys,

I'm saying this to you because I love you. I'll miss you. If you read this, know that I'm really close to you and you mean something to me. I don't want attention from this but I'm sure you know about my break and how I come back in October (well if you were at Liv's party). Well, the thing is, I kind of want to forget about the wiki since it helps to stay away. The thing is, I'll be gone for 2 months and 10 days. I unfortunately won't becoming on for birthday's or anything, so the wedding will obviously be my last occasion. The only contact will really just be twitter and email. Which I will give to you if you are ok and only on a chat (or if it's twitter and you follow me dm). I might not come back in October, for my own good, not because of drama or anything, but just for my life. I mean, I will come on if there's anything big going on and in October I will really decide. Now I don't want to start drama and for you all to leave. I'll always be there for you Ceri, Alba. You might have noticed I'm speaking in a tense and that's because I'm sending this to everyone close to me, BUT at the end of this I'll write something personal. Nothing is decided but on October 1st, if i don't show up or message you than that probably means we won't be coming back.

Really. I love you. I miss you already and I'll be on an hour before the wedding, i won't be saying goodbye though, this really is my goodbye.

Bye xx

-Ellie.

PS: I'll leave the contact thing on my profile and anyone else, who's not the person I sent this to, please don't reply on this message and don't spread the word. The last thing i want is drama and users being upset. Though there's a 25% chance I'm staying.

YOU KNOW WHAT FUCK THIS!

Isys, you deserve a different goodbye. Well, you really, I'm never saying goodbye to you. For all these months, it's just too hard. And well frankly, there's still a possible chance of me staying, it all depends on September. This is my hardest goodbye. Since you know everything about me, you're always there for me and I will be too. I don't want you to leave or anything, and we'll stay in touch, I miss you, even if we don't talk for 1 day, on the wiki, if i see you on chat I'll smile and instantly go on. You are so amazing, I love you and thank you. If I'd stay for friends, you'd be one the reasons. I mean, solar systems girls, SHIT and UHT '''FOREVER. '''

'''You are the Britt to my Tana and you will always be. '''

I will never ever forget you and really, my life's pretty stressful at the moment and it all depends on how September goes. If I come back, I won't be on chat at all or that often. No way am I happy about it, but it's not the wiki, it's my life. I love you, more than I've loved anyone else on this wiki and because of that, i'd stay every day. You're my best friend Britt. x GT. And maybe, on the 26th September or 27th September we can go on chat with Freddie because that's when season 5 comes out, I'm slightly nervous but yeah. I love you. I miss you and I'm not going to say goodbye.

~Tana

-See ya later :)   