User blog comment:Cdragon13/Letters/@comment-24548308-20150108003618

Oh.. MWHAHAAH YAS. Idea.


 * To.. Anon :3*

So since this isn't the XIX, I won't write something really (and pathetically) fancy to you, I know already how this ends, But I sincerely needed to let it out any time or the other, so here it goes.

It's been a stupid year, oh and a half may I add, A year and a half where I have been an idiot and a sucker for you, yes, you and everyone already know this, I am foolishly falling, why do I even, I should have learned from heartbreak that it wasn't right to feel that way (Yeah because the friendzone is shit), but.. Hell with It, I feel it in my heart everyday, stupid voice in my head keeps mentioning you like a schoolgirl teasing me, ah AND THE WORST PART IS: I BLUSH. And it's just dumb. I stupidly think about you 24/7.. damn is it an obsession? I asked my friend, she says I'm in love, but hell no, I'd rather stick with that it's just a damn crush and all instead of tagging myself that way. Wow I ran out of insults to call this damned feeling... I talked to another friend, he said it was just the denial phase of being in love, I don't want to buy all this bullshit though, I am sorry very sorry if you read this through and just laugh because I swear too much, that's just how I am, But damn ____, You're still in my heart, after a year and a half, even though I got friendzoned, bitch.