User blog comment:SibunaSeason34/February Vent Blog/@comment-24596535-20150221143656

I hate how I keep using the same words while writing, same expressions, same type of sentences. I always try looking up for different synonims and different ways to express emotions online but they not always seem to work.

I hate it when people look at you when you're eating. Let me do my thing, like this is my food, don't touch it, don't look at it, it's mine, you're creeping me out.

I hate it that I can't reply to blog posts properly. Like I want to say something but at the same time I don't know what and ugh.

I hate that I didn't create the Ninkhara page yet.

I hate that I'm not sure if anyone on Wattpad will read my new fanfiction and I don't even know how to promote it.

I hate that I can't come up with a way of how my fanfiction will end. I mean I have 7 chapters so far and I kind of have a good storyline planned, but I can't think of a way of how it will end and it's killing me.

I hate that this fanfiction has so many plotlines running at the same time and I can't focus on small details like timing, it's just sometimes way too much.

I hate that I want to involve Amber in my fanfiction but I'm not sure how and GOD.

I hate that if I write something long and it accidentally gets deleted and I'm like screw this, like why did you fucking do this to me? I worked my ass off and I don't have the motivation to rewrite it again.

I hate that I'm not exactly good with POVs.

I hate that I feel like I'm annoying everyone on the wikia.

Speaking of wikia, I hate how half of the people are gone. It's good for them but COME BACK I'm begging you. Is it people we need or is it active people we need, though... We need more activity, GOD.

I hate that there aren't enough active House of Anubis fanfictions on Wattpad anymore. Everyone's asleep, HELLO, people, wake up.

I hate that people in the HOA fandom are tweeting the cast about another season and not Nickelodeon. Wrong direction you're heading, peeps.

I hate that I'm not brave enough to talk about my personal life over here.

I hate KCAs.

I hate Nicky, Ricky, Dicky & Dawn, like how the heck did they get nominated for best TV show? NICK-EL-ODEON, WAKE UP. Where's Teen Wolf, TVD, etc. wtf.

I hate school, and this time I mean it.

I hate the trailer I made for my fanfiction. I could've done it better.

I hate that chat isn't active anymore. EVER. Somebody chat with me, ugh.

I hate that we have monthly contests back now and nobody's participating, I might as well leave my judge place and become a player.