User blog:BritishAccent/Cold Lips - A One Shot

So, This Is Not About Any specific Pairing, and It’s From “Her” POV, Please Comment, It’s My First One-Shot Anyways so please go easy on me… Here it goes

-    How Many Time has it been since I was here? A Few Years I can tell, So Many thoughts surrounded my mind, with that “Nostalgic” feeling that covered my whole self like snow with each footstep, Yeah, I did Miss my times in Anubis house.. After catching up with everyone’s lives Politely, It was the time for me to talk... I explained, but the question I prayed no one brought up had appeared... “So are you Dating someone yet?” … silence, silence was the only thing in the room, no one could eye each other, all feeling guilty about the answer of that obvious question, the only thing that broke the silence were some footsteps coming right from the hall, His Footsteps, such a Nice timing He had and I always knew it, that’s one of the things I love, or loved, about him… I was frozen in the moment and everyone jumped happily to meet the “Fashionably-Late” boy who just entered the house, I thanked him in one of my deep thoughts that almost could be considered as “Zoning out” then It hit me, is glance, our eyes both locked and the urge to get our hands intertwined, or at least, that’s what I felt, I broke the eye contact and looked away, yes, he might have found someone else, and I don’t blame him, our lives were pulled apart a long time ago, but I think that “Love” or those “Feelings” just came back to life right in this moment, I felt really stupid talking about that, So stupid That I didn’t even notice he was standing right in front of me, mouthing something that I really couldn’t understand,  did the next thing I first thought of and left the room, crossing a path of glances over me and I walked a few steps to the door, I opened and Once outside Anubis house I wondered “what did I just do?” I’m completely sure it was a children’s act, but that’s what I Just did and I can’t hit “Rewind” anymore, I left with some guilty feeling for a walk around the house, it felt like if I was carrying a sack full of rocks from my Back… I sighed and stopped for a second in the Middle of nowhere apparently, so now, being self-conscious enough, I got “Lost” I Face palmed and sit in the cold snow, going back to my thoughts, I couldn’t miss him, Right? It was just a stupid thing… was it? My thoughts were softly invaded by some footsteps, His footsteps coming right from the woods, I stood up and faced him… -    “Hi” he said sweetly, wasn’t I thinking this, was I? -    “Hello” I replied and I could see his disappointed look, yeah, I disappoint people. -    “I’m Sorry about Earlier” We both same at the time, I just couldn’t believe it… But, what was him apologizing for? Is it that…. Thing that I didn’t hear, I mentally sighed, there was a cold silence which he broke after an Pretty awkward minute… -    “Look, I Do Mean what I said” – What did he say?! “And I’m completely okay if you don’t feel the same, Okay? Just wanted to let you know that… can we be friends?” then it hit me… ”Friends” not exactly what I was looking for… I snapped out of my thoughts to catch his glance, he was waiting for an answer, I just simply Nodded, the next thing I could ever feel were his strong arms wrapped around me, I couldn’t do more than hug back, I did miss that feeling… I wanted to Pause that moment and take a picture of it… remind it forever, It was just simply perfect, then my common sense came back to me, I pulled away from his arms, and turned away “I…- I can’t” then I made another totally childish thing, I began to walk away… my old feelings growing strong inside me, I needed him… Then… It Happened… It was matter of seconds how he took my hand and pulled me right close in front of him so we could see each other in the eye, at first I thought he was going to confront me about how childish I am and we could get into an Obvious arguing session… but Instead, the next thing I ever felt, in that right second, were nothing even mattered, not even the ground where we were standing, were his Cold Lips that always bring warmth to me…

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