User blog comment:Cdragon13/Letters/@comment-13880098-20150108015747

"y'all" maybe i should write a letter to u about that

Anyway, to someone close to me in my life. If you pay attention to me it'll probably be easy to figure out who it is but anyway their name will remain anonymous.

You've only been gone for barely three days. With you, I'm nuts. But a good nuts. I can always rely on you to calm me down, although you too get psychotic easily. But without you...I've been a bad nuts. Not having my meds could be why, but in my opinion, no amount of meds can numb what I'm feeling about you. We facetime every night, but I won't see you in person until maybe the summer. I don't know who you'll meet in this new foreign place, but I hope you won't forget me. I know you'll start forgetting to facetime me at night because you're so forgetful...don't worry. Your forgetfulness is adorable to me. But just don't forget me. Six months is a long time to be together but it's easily forgotten.

Remember when you showed me kpop? And I knew what it was? You had pure evil excitement in your eyes when I told you I was familiar with 2ne1. You showed me boy groups and girl groups and truly made me trash. But a good trash.

"Hey guys, this is my psycho tigress" you'd say to introduce me to your friends and family. I miss it. I miss everything. I miss you. As soon as you boarded the airplane to move miles and miles away from me I felt as though my heart stopped functioning. My senses stopped working. I thought I was going to die, but unfortunately I know this feeling all too well.

I hope you know how much you mean to me. Don't leave me grizzly bear...

-Your Tigress

fuck im crying now ahah why did i even write this god im a mess...