User blog comment:Corbierr/To stop this drama/@comment-5989709-20130523040434

When I came on this site, joined the community, I could see nothing but a new family, new friends, new life. When I finally pressed that button to join the wikia community, I was so happy. I have to admit, I've matured through wikia. It's changed me, for the better. I'll admit that when I came on I might have been weird, shy, awkward, annoying. I still am on many wikis. But this wiki, I feel like I can be me on this site. There's just something about this wiki that many other wikis don't have. Not all, but most don't. Love. Happiness. It's called.. a bond? A connection? No, a family. We've just always got along so well. The entire wiki. But in one night, everything changed. It's like, a chain. The chain disconnected.

I used to be so proud to call this wiki my family. Now I'm not. Guys, right now, I'm on summer break. Today was my first day. And I have until August 13th. But yeah, summer vacation is supposed to be fun. Free. Easy. Relaxed. But I won't be able to do that if the drama keeps going. I want my summer to be awesome. The best one yet. This summer I'll be 14, and entering my final year of junior high, then the next year I'm entering high school. Life goes by fast, and it can't be filled with drama. If the drama keeps going on, I might leave. Not forever, just until the fall. I'm still debating at the back of my head and there's a 99% chance I won't leave, but if it keeps going on until my birthday, July 10th, I'm leaving. Until either September or December. I doubt it will be still going on in 6 weeks, but if it is, which would be horrible and awful, then this wiki will be losing me for a long time.

I just want the chain to be connected. For all of us to love each other again. Be a good family again. Saturday and even most of Sunday everything was just perfect and smiles. Then one awul night changed everything. Changed me. I have been so stressed for a week or two because I wanted to pass all my classes. With at least a C. My grades haven't been the best this semester (or last semester, or the past 3 years of my school life :. I passed, but I'm not happy. I'm not celebrating, throwing parties. Because of the wiki drama. Ever since the drama the only ones I've really talked to that didn't involve the drama are 4 people which is sad. Liv, Freddie, Victoria (not much), and Jade (who I barely know and haven't really talked to). I just want to move on. From this drama. It needs to stop. That's why I suggested us telling our sides of the story so we can get an understanding of everyone's Point of View and why they're feeling sad, or mad, or flaming furious, or just un-involved. I have no idea if it's working. I'm almost scared to go on chat sometimes now. Scared that I'll get caught in a fight, which would be awkward and unpleasent for everyone. Right now I'm really only talking to Liv and Freddie that much right now because they are my best friends on the wiki and the only ones that I'm sure that I can trust with everything right now. Don't get me wrong, I love and trust many people on the wiki, but I'm just so close with these two.

Now look at me, usually I'm random and funny 99% of the time but now I can hardly joke and I'm just sitting on my bed, crying nearly 24/7. I've never posted a long comment likes this before the drama but right now I just have so many emotions. I just don't know anymore. I'm trying my hardest not to just scream at everyone right now.

So right now I'm just sticking wih Liv and Freddie and keeping my distance from everyone else. Maybe talk to. But not carry on a big conversation. So yeah, just keeping my distance.


 * grabs Freddie and Liv and just walks away, closes the door, putting a keep out sign on the door, locks it, and starts crying to Liv and Freddie*

But, Jade, if you're reading this, I'd still like to continue to get to know each other and our conversation.

Well, see you all when I finally unlock the door and come out with Liv and Freddie by my side.