User blog comment:Liv2night/Vent Blog November 2013/@comment-4816103-20131101021643

I hate when people don't listen. Because, guys, I have things I need to say, and when people don't listen that makes it very hard. I mean...when I go off like this, people should realize by now that I am serious, and when I'm serious I'd appreciate it if people started paying attention. I can make all the rants and Love blogs and give people as much advice as a 16 year old girl could POSSIBLY GIVE, but none of it will matter unless these actions are taken to heart.

People, I appreciate being called 'best admin.' I do, I seriously do. But here's the thing, I'm sort of not. I know I'm active. I know I'm friendly and calm and I join in on all the activities you guys set up, and I do my best to keep the peace. But if I can't get people to listen for real, then I'm not being really successful.

Sure, I can keep peace by blocking trouble makers, but this does not solve the problem of the drama here people. Because by then, that trouble maker would have already caused enough drama that I can't stop it. Because I am one person,and honestly, punishing people is just a solution to ONE problem, but when people don't listen, that tends to be why they get punished. Taylor had to be banned because she wouldn't take my advice and let things go, for example.

I'm not mad at anyone. I don't get ''mad. When I go off on people, it's because I'm disappointed in them. ''Because I love all of you, so much more than anyone here can actually realize, and it hurts me that I can't do more to help you than I want to, because you let my advice or other's advice fly over your head and get sucked into more drama anyways, when there are EASY solutions to get out of it.

Now, I understand if you make a mistake or start some drama once or twice, because we're all humans and we aren't perfect. But it's when the mistake is done repeatedly, despite people offering advice or trying their best to fix the problem, is when it becomes an issue.

And this is what I don't understand. Okay, yeah, you guys will 'listen' in the way that you read and agree and comment and try to support what I or others say. But that doesn't matter; what matters is when it's time to heed the words you were all PREACH to, and when you don't, and then the problem starts again.

I personally say this drama can END if people just calm down and think and understand what I and others are trying to say. And I know you all want the drama to end; so why don't people get the other part right?

You see, I may come off as nice and calm and easy and happy, but I get annoyed easily, I just tend not to act on it because I don't like going off on you guys. So right now, I'm really frustrated, and I just argued with my sister so it's worse now. :/

I'm not asking you guys to listen to EVERYTHING people say, because that's dumb. But I just want proof that you guys do take some of my efforts to heart and won't just forget what I say next time something happens. That's all I ask; a sign that maybe, all this ranting and struggling to keep peace, that maybe it all actually changed something, because right now I don't see it. I see the same drama that's been going on for ages, and it's really, really disheartening for me. Because this is stressful enough if you're just an ordinary user; but me? I'm supposed to keep these things running smoothly, which I can't do if people don't try to listen when it actually matters.

Thank you.

'''By the way guys, for those of you who DO listen, I apologize for making you sit through this. You guys are incredible, and I don't know what I'd do without you.'''