User blog comment:HOA2012/October Vent Blog/@comment-4816103-20131019021022

I know I vent a LOT, but...

I hate when I have to do the right thing but it conflicts with my personal feelings. Like having to ban Lu for being underage, which depresses me because she and Queenie are close and gah it's just annoying. I don't know how I'd deal with actually banning a close friend of mine...god, if that ever happened it would be so hard...

And I'm not complaining. Being an Admin is great. You just have lot's of responsibility, and sometimes it makes you punish someone you actually like...or just be under stress when stuff is going on.