User blog comment:Corbierr/October Vent Blog/@comment-13880098-20141016200851

i hate that my doctor is a dumbass i went to him again today and told him that my back is NOT broken but a severe muscle contusion and guess who was right? ME. (i have studied medics and stuff since i was like 14 so i know what i have when i get it most of the time) i mean i knew what it was because its been bleeding and its all bruised and gudhjfgj its a fucking bitch. they gave me this weird thing and its basically a back brace with like a heating pad in it today and IT FEELS SO GOOD!!!! but i hate that im going to have to do like physical therapy in a few weeks for it depending if it gets better or not

i hate school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate how severe my anxiety has gotten

i hate how ever since i had a heat stroke (this happened awhile ago...over the summer i didnt tell anyone online) i get overheated so easily like all of my puking has been from my anxiety and me being overheated like why am i always in the warning stages of a heat stroke everyday its hot

I HATE HOW UGLY I LOOK ON A WEBCAM LMFAO U GUYS ARE SO SWEET FOR NOT TELLING ME IM UGLY ON TINYCHAT BC I AM

i hate how dr. phil is such an egg head

i hate how i am still not finished the twelve GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKING FORCES FUCKING HELL

i hate how my pants fall off my ass so much that i look like those dorky fools that have their pants all the way down their ass

I HATE HOW BELTS DONT FUCKING WORK ON ME

i hate how my college didnt celebrate spirit day today! MY TOWN IN GENERAL DIDNT CELEBRATE IT BECAUSE ITS A HOMOPHOBIC PIECE OF SHIT NORTH COUNTRY REDNECK TOWN its like northern redneck city ugh...I MEAN I WORE PURPLE AND EVERYTHING TODAY AND LITERALLY NO ONE KNEW WTF SPIRIT DAY WAS LIKE WHAT THE HELL

i hate how i forgot to sign up for anime club so now all of my dork friends are there and i am not

i hate how ive been binging again lately...especially ever since school started to get super stressful...

i hate my job and i cant quit

I HATE HOW I HAD TO SHOVE KEI'S FRIKKIN BOXERS IN MY POCKET WHILE HE WORKED OUT AT THE GYM (we both usually go to the gym and work out but i havent been able to lately bc of my back) like ew wtf theres a reason why u have to do ur own load of wash at my house and theres a reason why i dont touch ur nasty ass boxers during...other things...

I HATE HOW BELLIVAN IS HAVING PROBLEMS LIKE WTF imma kick his ass so hard he gonna be wishing he had my back pain bc his pain's gonna be far more severe (chop fucking chop)

i hate how college is just test after test after test after test like what the hell ive never been a good test taker this is GREAT

IDGAF IF THIS RANT WAS LONG U BETTER JUST SUCK IT UP AND READ IT U BIG HO