User blog comment:SibunaSeason34/February Vent Blog/@comment-4816103-20150219192234/@comment-4816103-20150219202433

Don't worry, delaying would definitely be what I end up doing. I love the story and characters too much to abandon it. I think one of the main things though is that it's a story with a lot of layers, a whole bunch of characters, and a colorful setting- layers that are a bit more complex and heavy than I've done before, characters that are often secondary and I don't know how to use them, and a setting that I'm just not great at describing because narrative has never been my strong suit. So instead of getting pumped to write, I end up thinking of all the things I'm doing wrong with it- things I can almost certainly do better at in the future when I'm a stronger writer and can work with subtly and stuff a lot more.

Which means I'm pretty much set on changing it, I'm just not sure which story I'm going with. Ehh...

Oh, I know exactly what you mean. You like the story, and you want to make it better, but you also don't want to do it right now. Partially out of other projects to work on, partially because you have no interest in writing it. That's exactly where I am now.

Oh, Artemis. Do you think we should, idk, almost rewrite it? Like not change anything, but rework the stuff we already have done, stop making it so sloppy (lets face it, we were pretty sloppy with details because we didn't know what to do at first) and really make it something good.