User blog comment:SibunaSeason34/December Vent Blog/@comment-25576856-20141231224108

Ok so this boy in my school emailed me via school email (he doesn't have my number but he asked me for it once and I said I didn't remember it which was a lie because I didn't really want to text him. I'm a bitch) that he wants to video chat study with me for a test. But I don't want to. He's asked me before and I've told him no because "I don't like studying with other people". I don't want to have to tell him no again but I can't just ignore it, can I? He's kind of the shy sensitive type and I don't want to be mean to him. So how do I say no nicely? Bleah. I'm in a bleah mood right now. "New year, new me" is such utter bullshit. It's not like you're going to wake up tomorrow and everything will be bright and beautiful and the birds will sing because it's a new year. No. You're gonna wake up looking like shit like any other day. Like I said, I'm in a bleah mood. I have to go to a party later and I don't like parties. Whatever. I can suck it up.