User blog comment:SibunaSeason34/AdVent Blog/@comment-24596535-20141203200503/@comment-24596535-20141204133001

Saying I wanna kill myself has no affect on me actually committing it. I said it because that's how I felt, I wanted to disappear, but curiousity of what I'm gonna challenge next, motivates me to keep on living this life no matter what it takes. I don't want to give up, not now, not ever. I wanna get experience from the past mistakes and focus on what's going to happen later. Thanks, Haley, I appreciate that. :) But I don't think I would ever be brave enough to commit suicide. I'm afraid and am not that stupid. But sometimes, when I'm having a hard time, nothing seems to matter and I just want it to be over, that's when I start thinking about doing something stupid. So... Yeah.